WHAT IF...?

What are you gonna do if the woman you loved suddenly left you. She never thought about marriagges, family and have a child. Left you when you're sure that she's gonna be your wife although your love wasn't deeply in to her. You'll not meet her for a long time, but meet her or meet her not is still a big question. The problem is she never said to you. I have six choices:

1. Suicide


2. Crying everyday


3. Find her altough you don't know where she is


4. Just waiting


5. Continue your life


6. Find someone else

IF A MAN HAS NO HEART

Since I studying in Law School, sometimes I did't recognize my self anymore. Law School changing me into greedy person? Maybe a half yes. Logic, capitalism, seculerism are sticking in my head. Law as public services isn't my priority, but money as my priority. Actually, capitalism is in the 1st rank. It's because I really need money for survive, am I wrong?

Hello, I'm in Indonesia where is everything getting hard and I have a lot of obssesion. I catching my dream become "The Big Ten of Richest Person in Indonesia". I'll buy one of the TV station here? Ha..Ha..Ha..Am I dreaming? No, absolutely not.

I have no heart and I don't believe love. read this "MONEY CAN BUY LOVE, SO WHY I BELIEVE LOVE IS. If you just need sex, just go out the party club and makes friend with the girls in there and ..... (you know it). Ha..Ha..Ha.. Life is easy if you have a lot of money. Does lawyer need heart?

K.O . MINITHESIS

This day, January 24-2007, I will know when I face the comprehensive exam day. Is it January 29 or January 30. Feeling unlucky, oh no, because I'm with SQuare. Ha..Ha..Ha..With her I'm lucky everyday plus I've prayed.

My k.o. minithesis title is "The Private Responsibility of Investment Manager Concerning Mutual Fund Investor If Get Financial Loss".

Why I take that title? Because I like financial, investment, economics, and that three things related with my field of education. I always think that my knowledges and my ability can produce money.

Sometimes I thought that I'm in the wrong school. But now I think someone must have dynamic character so she/he can survive in international competition. Don't you think so?

GRADUATION

In former times when I had no money four and a half years ago. I was in the high school catched my dream. At that times, I want to go to college taking International Relations or English Lecturer in Gajah Mada University. There was so many try-out test I've done just for looked my grade and standart so I can think that am I could entered to it?

Graduated from high school, I am still confused what I'm gonna do, looked for a job? I just have high school diploma and my English wasn't good anyway. Oh God, please help me to find way out?

I looked at the white board on fron side of the Employee Department and tried to send some applications.

I came to my uncle and my aunt asked them some money to buy a university test form. I filled up the form and chose Law School as a first choices, English Lecture as second choices.

I was accepted on Law School. I have to get a million and half rupiah's so I could entered on it. I lend a million from my old sister, and the rest of it I got from scholarship. Since then my college is paid by scholarship. Only two among nine semester I didn't get it.

I worked from media (radio , TV, newspaper) so I can get more money. Writing an article, got a quiz, rapping on my band, tried to worked in McDonald's. I using internet and library very well so I can minimized the budget. There was no other wishes except graduated from Law School.

.....Graduation times. Finally, thank's God, It seems impossible but it happened. your hands really help me.

Now, I'm still catching my dream, become a lawyer. But actually from the bottom of my heart, I just wanno live in U.K., work there, and never comeback to Indonesia. There are so many problem and disaster in Indonesia, it's too complicated.

In U.K., totally I get free for my idealism, individual character, more respectful, orderliness, objective, etc, etc.

LOVE STORY IN HARVARD

I watched the Korean Drama's for this few days. It story about a man who law student and a woman who medical student.They're like each other but not express their feelings. Apart from the love story, I really like the woman.

She's pretty and such as very independent woman. She and her family moved to USA when she was seven years old. Her family struggled to face the America's condition. Her father had no money and her mother passed away when she was twelve years old.

She learned hard and became a smart student, she's successfull and was accepted in Harvard Medical School.

She got scholarship, a part-timer, and still smart in her study. Maybe twenty four hours a day isn't enough. Imagine that she has so many activity; a medical school student, a part-timer, hospital apprentice, house keeper in her boarding house, sleep maximum two hours everyday.

How do you think I can't like that kind of girl. She's totally independent. If I have relationship with that kind of girl, I would really enjoyed my life because we're same, a free thinker. We could do anything that we believe and do anything we used to do. I have no doubt about it.

BRAWIJAYA LAW SCHOOL

One of the public university in Malang City-Indonesia is Brawijaya University. It's well-known enough and better than another public university, Malang State University. Brawijaya Law School location in Mayjen Haryono 169th street-Malang City and it's near from "The Biggest Failure of Law Enforcement in Malang City", Malang Town Square. This must be paid by law student. Law, politics, and money, what a f**king great relation! That's really difficult to separate, isn't it? Everybody knows, law student can't be too idealism. Studying about law makes us greedy.

Apart from that, I'm gonna tell about my lovely campus, Brawijaya Law School on Brawijaya University. Brawijaya Law School has 97 lecturers, 47 office staffs, 1500 students, which are divisible to regular program and extentsion program, a library, a lecturer waiting room, 11 classrooms in main building (Building A), 6 classrooms in Building B (this building also called Justicia Building). In the 1st floor Justicia Building, there are 2 classrooms which are used for learn how to practice a court situation (also called mood court).

Brawijaya Law School has few organization which are formal:
1. IOM : it activity like as discussion about contribution education fee and related with how much money that you have.
2. Islamic Study Forum : it activity like as discussion about Islam "The Perfect Religion". Islam "The Perfect Religion"?
3. Manifest : journalism. Always think, write, and when do you get practice?
4. BPM : The Parliament of Brawijaya Law School. Law-politics, politics-law, the objective law never exist.
5. Law Arena : writing an law article, law journal, etc.
6. DSM : The Senator of Brawijaya Law School. Mr. and Mrs. Senator, don't forget to your people!
7. Language Laboratory : now days, foreign languages ability especially English, is really important to compete with another country in international scope. Yup, law is going international.
8. Computer laboratory : this lab used for learning computer program and the applied it to make a contract, an article, an scientific writing, a research, etc. What about cyber law, could Indonesia make it?
9. ALSA : association for all of law student in South East Asia. The Unity of Law in South East Asia.
10. FKPH : law scientific writing, law research, etc. Hello...Practice, practice, and practice!!!
11. Formah-PK : learn how to enforce law, find the truth, and create justice. Yeah, tell me about it!
12. Paper Drama : if law student really like sastra and art (drama, poetry, etc) this organization would be a good site. Look, I am law student, not art student.
13. LESC : learn more about English like as discussion, speaks, etc. What more can I learn about English?

There are four specializations of law in Brawijaya Law School. As a general ; International Law, Constitutional State Law, Criminal Law, Private Law (which is divisible to Pure Private Law, Business Law, Labour Law, Agrarian Law). I'm taking Business Law right now and get prepare for comprehensive exam.

That four specializations have different level of difficulties. I'm starting from the lowest level. This level is based on my perspectives and experiences studying in Brawijaya Law School for 4,5 years, and it related with lecturer generosity giving a good grade.

1. International Law
In this specialization is really easy to get a good grade. You're just sitting on the class, say your opinion, read all of the books which are related with the issues, learn by heart when you're gonna face the exams, and that would be enough. If you're didn't get a good grade, you must be stupid student I've ever known. So that's why, I can imagine Sipadan and Ligitan Island apart from Indonesia easily.

2. Constitutional State Law
Almost same with the International Law. And there are many lecturer isn't a law practitioner most of them just a activist. Look, if you're gonna fix this country, you must go to inside of the corrupt system and fix it from the inside to. Not only speaks, but do the politics. Don't think and read too much, it's just will make you confuse and not do anything.
So, I've known that your idealism just hanging around in your brain, in your books, in your scientific writing, in your research. Come on, you must have bravery to go inside of the corrupt system and act totally as a politicians.

3. Criminal Law
Almost same with International Law, Contitusional State Law, and the biggest failure is k.o. minithesis and field research are made with the same substantive. I can say there are same content. Actually the content is extremely different. K. O. minithesis explain about a law problem that we have to solve and field research report explain about how the institution doing it activity related with law (the institution process doing it law activity). So, that's really a big failure isn't it?

4. Private Law
Actually, the difficulties is just a little bit more than three of specializations that I already explained. As a general it is same. In this specialization, student really difficult to meet The Chairman of Private Law Specialization. What is he doing actually? Egoist. And speaking about how to get a good grade, there are few lecturer extremely tight about it.

WHAT DO YOU PREFER, MONEY OR JOB?

Unemployment getting big number, not only in Indonesia but also in other country. If you're college student who just graduated from university, your brained says : What next, look for a job or make few dollars? Yup, most of them answer that they look for a job. But now days it's hard to find a better job.

Read newspaper, internet, television (which are many vacancy on it), make a lot of applications, then send it to many-many-many company. Hello, that's conventional ways. The worst thing would be happebed in Indonesia is you're get a job but it low salary. How many people is side-up in that condition. So many people out there who living like that and then look another job which is promissing.

Get a big salary in our job makes us become a bad consumer. Buy a car, buy a big house, buy expensive dress, expensive watch, etc, etc. Buy a expensive thing just gonna make you bankrupt and there are a lot of money you have to spend to maintain your stuff.

Ok, you're can be called "A Rich Person" with your money and stuff that you have. But how much money that you've invested to make money work for you not you're not work for the money. Eventually you're not Real Rich Person.
What if the second worst thing would be happened with "The Workers", got fired from his/her company when the ages already old, an most of the company need a young talented.

I have a joke here. Stupid person job application is not accepted in the all company. And then she/he think how to make a lot of money from the money that she/he already have while the smart person looked for a job. In the future, stupid person business getting big, great, and fine. Smart person who need a job come to the stupid person.

Stupid person says : "Smart person, analyze this document!"
Smart person says : "Okay Sir, Ok Boss!". Boss there are someting wrong in this document.
Stupid person says : "Okay, find out what is wrong in that document!". Stupid person just sitting at his/her sofa and waited the report from the smart person.
Smart person says : "Boss, there is other worker who manipulated this document".
Stupid person says : "Okay, find out that worker!".
Smart person debating with another snart person to find out who is the corruptor. But stupid person is just waited the report while she/he enjoy her/his life with spend her/his dollars shopping in France, Italy, U.K, and USA.

My conclusion is, if you get a job and become a worker, don't forget to spend your money for investment (business), not you just put in your saving, because it's conventional ways.

So, what do you prefer, money or job?